Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Chapter XII: Just Go Along With Your Heart




February last year I got a fortune cookies with my special friend and my fortune cookie said, "Don't believe any rumors around you, just go along with your heart." And I hold on to that for the following year.

Last year was the most changeling year I ever had in my whole life. There were so many ups and down, well mostly down. I graduated and finished my Advanced Diploma, got a job directly 5 days after the graduation, and the man I loved support my career .. I was high on my life.

When you are "too high" there must be some time when you are 'sobering', and while the sobering process begins, you feel pain all over your body. Things started to break down: I lost the man I cared the most, I lost my job that I enjoy, and it was hard to let go things that you really love.

From last year, I learn how to enjoy the moment, life is pretty damn short you have to enjoy every seconds of it, even when you are in pain. Slow down, don't take decision too fast, let nature do its job.
I learn to let things go when things are not going the way I wanted. And I do believe God always have a better plan when He takes back some things from you.

This year, things started to be perfectly fine; I couldn't ask for more. I met the man of my dream, I got my dream job, and my life is back on fire. :) I am 20 years old only and I believe there are so many good things waiting for me in the future.

And I am ready for 2012. Are you?



D.W

Monday, December 12, 2011

BSNA Basic Kit Review

Kalo kemaren gue ngebahas tentang BL!NK nail polish, sekarang gw mw sharing sama kalian tentang BL!NK Stamping Nail Art Basic Kit dari Jepang yang bener2 cocok buat kalian yang mau punya kuku cantik tanpa harus keluar uang banyak untuk ke nail saloon.

BSNA Basic Kit tersedia dengan 4 pilihan package, ada Alice, Barbie, Calista, dan Daisy. Perbedaan package hanya di pemilihan warna BL!NK nail polish dan image platenya. 1 package berisi 3 BL!NK nail polish, 3 image plate, dan masing-masing 1 stamper dan 1 scrapper.






Untuk gue sendiri, gue pilih BSNA Basic Kit Alice. Cara pemakaiannya menurut gue sih cukup simpel, tapi memang butuh waktu untuk membiasakan diri dengan basic kit ini. Untuk tutorial lengkapnya, kamu bisa cek di Tutorial Nail Art. Dan untuk menyelesaikan jari tangan dan kaki hanya dibutuhkan waktu kurang lebih 30menit doang, udah save money, save time juga.

Menurut gue BSNA Basic Kit ini bener-bener highly recommended buat para nail art lovers. Basic kit ini juga bisa dipake untuk nail polish apa aja , enggak BL!NK nail polish doang. Pemakaiannya cepet, dan harganya yang ekonomis, Rp 160.000,00 dan kamu bisa dapetin kuku cantik. Hebatnya lagi basic kit ini bisa dipake selamanya loh. oke banget kan?? :)

Buat para cowok, oke juga nih BSNA Basic Kitnya dibeli buat hadiah natal cewek lo! hehehe
pasti nanti makin disayang deh sama ceweknya. ;"D

Yang tertarik untuk beli bisa add bbm nya DIVA CRESENT :26FF76EA
Terus minta aja buat di-add ke grupnya.

Untuk pengguna non Blackberry Messenger bisa browsing di http://www.nailartdecoration.com/
Enjoy and Happy Shopping!!! :'D


My creation with BSNA Basic Kit Alice!
Base color : Anne& Florio - Silver
Pattern color: Blink Nail polish - Black


Love,

D

Friday, December 2, 2011

Blink Nail Polish Review!



Gue lagi bener2 ketagihan sama BL!NK nail polish.
BLINK nail polish cukup dioles satu kali aja, enggak perlu dua kali dan viola! you will your pretty nails done!


Tadinya gue enggak percaya, masa sih dengan satu kali oles bisa langsung keluar warnanya? Gue lumayan taulah merk2 nail polish dan karater mereka. OPI aja enggak bisa sekali oles loh, at least 2 times to make sure the color is come out as we expected from the advertisement we saw. Salah satu kelebihan OPI adalah kita enggak perlu pake top coat lagi karena hasil akhirnya udah cukup glossy.

Akhirnya gue memberanikan diri beli 5 BL!NK nail polish sekaligus dari DIVA CRESENT karena gue suka banget sama pilihan warnanya yang soo daring! Gue pilih warna Blue, Red, Brown, Lime Green, dan Violet.

Begitu paket sampe dari Surabaya, gue langsung pake yang warna Blue untuk di tangan dan Brown untuk di kaki. Dan ternyata apa yang DIVA CRESENT bilang itu kenyataan, hanya sekali oles warnanya udah keluar dan cepat kering. Tapi kita masih harus pake top coat untuk glossy finishing karena hasil akhir dari BL!NK agak matte. Jadi kalo yang demen matte color, enggak usah pake top coat lagi.

Dan yang lebih gilanya lagi, harga BL!NK nail polish hanya 30.000rb per bottle! Amazingly good price for such a fabulous thing.


image source: nailartdecoration.com


Yang tertarik untuk beli bisa add bbm nya DIVA CRESENT :26FF76EA
Terus minta aja buat di-add ke grupnya.

Untuk pengguna non Blackberry Messenger bisa browsing di http://www.nailartdecoration.com/
Enjoy and Happy Shopping!!! :'D

Love,


D

Monday, November 28, 2011

Chapter XI : Fakir Asmara

Kalo diperlakuin gak adil gini saya udah biasa. Salah satu diantara kita pasti ada yg lebih punya hati atau otak, kayaknya kamu gak punya dua-duanya deh. Saya setuju, kita gak usah berhubungan lagi, tapi satu, gak perlu ada kata maaf lagi.  -Rangga 

Gue belajar bahwa berharap dari orang yang lo sayangin adalah wajar dan ketika orang yang lo sayang enggak punya pemikiran yang sama dengan harapan yang lo kira adalah yang terbaik untuknya, rasanya.. kayak dijorokin ke got.

*lapingus*

Ketika lo udah memberikan segalanya, yang pasangan lo jelas2 minta dan dia gak minta tapi tetep lo lakuin karena lo tau itu akan bikin pasangan lo seneng, dibalas dengen perlakuan yang seolah2 lo itu pengganggu dan banyak nuntut, itu rasanya kayak dipeperin upil basah.

Dan apa pernah lo rasain, disaat lo tersadar bahwa lo gak bisa berharap terlalu banyak atau terlalu tinggi sama orang yang sangat lo sayang? Bukannya sah-sah aja ketika lo berharap pasangan lo memberikan at least apa yang udah lo kasih?

Ah.. kalo kata temen gue, apa bener semuanya cuma bualan cinta dan masa depan?
Dulu gue pernah bilang sama seseorang, kalo emang masih sama2 ada rasa cinta, semuanya masih worth it untuk dipertahankan.


Tapi setelah dipikir2 lagi, ketika modal kata 'cinta' aja udah enggak cukup, apa yang harus gue lakuin?
Apa mesti gue lari ke hutan.. belok ke pantai??


Ketika emosi mengalahkan logika, terbukti banyakan ruginya kan? - Cinta


XOXO,


Friday, November 25, 2011

Chapter X: Unfinished.

Siapa sih yang enggak pernah nonton film Ada Apa Dengan Cinta? hah? siapaaa?
salah siapa kalo lo belom nonton AADC? salah gue? salah temen2 gue? salah siapa gue tanya??


*kibasrambut* *lapingus*

Pas AADC dirilis tahun 2002, gue masih SD kelas 6. Namanya anak SD suka ikut2an, gue jadi ikut2an Cinta gitu kalo ke sekolah. Kaos kaki selutut, pake bandana, rambut gue panjangin dan gue jadi aktif di mading sekolah. Tapi tetep.. gue gak secantik Dian Sastro, apalagi jadi anak populer...................

Acara ikut2an Cinta itu berbuah manis, pas SMP gue jadi sering banget nulis puisi dan guru bahasa indo gue waktu itu sampe minta tolong gue pamerin puisi2 gue di acara pameran seni di sekolah, kalo ga salah total puisi gue yg dipamerin itu 8 biji, padahal yg gue submit 12 biji. Muahahaha

Gue dari dulu sampe sekarang terobsesi banget sama film AADC, terutama Soundtracknya. Gue berasa soundtracknya AADC itu soundtrack hidup gue. Tiap galau pas PDKT, gue dengerin lagunya Melly Goeslaw yg judulnya Bimbang, wuihhh nenangin hati banget.

Yang bikin gue bete adalah akhir cerita AADC yang menurut gue ngegantung banget. Gue paling ga suka film yang endingnya ngegantung. Gue berasa dikhianati. Udah capek2 nonton dari awal eh endingnya disuruh nebak sendiri..

Gue penasaran banget, apakah Rangga bener2 balik pas bulan purnama?
Apa pas Rangga balik, Cinta masih sayang sama Rangga dan sebaliknya?
Akhirnya mereka jadian gak sihhh?
Apa Cinta badannya tetep langsing pas Rangga pulang apa jadi over weight kayak gue gara2 setress LDR sama Rangga?

Mira Lesmana tanggung jawab dong.. I demand for a sequel!! oh yeah.


XOXO,


D

Friday, October 28, 2011

Chapter IX: Undone

Everybody has their own goals, their own limits and their own expectations in life.
Being 20 and looked back into how far I have gone and what I have accomplished.. It's amazing.
I am a blessed girl, indeed.

Tapi ada satu yang nyangkut di otak dan hati gue. Gue pengen banget nyelesain pendidikan gue sampe ke jenjang S1. Bukannya gw anggep remeh status orang yang sampe jenjang Advanced Diploma doang kayak gue, seperti yang kayak gue bilang diatas, expectation tiap orang beda2 dan bagi gue, at least I have to finish my Bachelor Degree.

Kenapa gue berpikir kayak gitu? Dari lingkungan keluarga, saudara kandung gue minimal lulusan S1 semua. Dan dengan gelar Advanced Diploma di tangan gue itu nanggung banget bagi gue.

Kayak lo udh selesai boker, padahal masih ada eek yang mw keluar tp terlalu malu untuk keluar.
Kayak ada biji jagung dr popcorn yg nyangkut di gigi lo, dan gak mau lepas2 padahal lo udh korek2.
Berasa kayak celana dalem nyelip di belahan pantat.

Udah bisa bayangin dong perasaan gue tuh kayak gimana?










Sayangnya ga semua yang lo pengen itu bener2 terjadi. Gue udh berusaha supaya gue bisa lanjut kuliah lagi. Tapi usaha gue ini sia2.. sama aja kayak lo ngajarin kucing lo nyelem.


Pas bulan April, gue datengin nih kampus U dengan semangatnya dengan harapan udh bisa mulai kuliah bulan Agustus, tapi begitu sampe loket admin, semangat gue dari setinggi Yao Ming jadi tinggal setinggi Ucok baba, Guess what? Karna gue skipped the last year of my FABULOUS high school, i didn't get the certificate, means gue gak bisa daftar kuliah. Ya udh gue peperin upil aja tuh ibu2 yang jaga loket administrasi tuh kampus. 

Terus gue sempet kepikiran apa gue jualan hape aja ye di roxy, kagak usah kuliah lagi.

Akhirnya gue daftar ujian Paket C, sialnya gue udh telat daftar untuk yang bulan Juni dan gue cuma bisa ikut ujian yang bulan November. Tapi sang ibu2 yayasan ini yakin hanya dengan surat keterangan bahwa gw udh daftar ujian paket C bulan november, gue udh bisa mulai kuliah bulan Agustus. Semangat gue kembali setinggi Yao Ming.

Untuk yang kedua kalinya gue samperin loket admin kampus U dan untuk yang kedua kalinya juga gue dibikin kecewa. Emang bener gue bisa daftar kuliah pake surat pernyataan doang, tapi ternyata gue harus:

  • translate dan legalisir ijazah diploma gue ke departemen pendidikan (karena gue lulusan luar negeri)
  • bikin surat pernyataan ke kepala jurusan buat transfer transcript gue jadi berapa sks
  • beliau pula yg bakal nentuin gue tinggal lanjut semester 5 apa ulang dari semester 1 lagi.


MAU KULIAH KOK REPOT SETANGAH MAMPUS!
siapa sih yang bikin aturannya???











gue kuliah di Singapore gampang banget ga ada peraturan bertele2 kayak disini!
Orang mau belajar kok dibikin susah sih ya alahhhhhhhhh...

Nah, gue mau kalian semua yang bisa kuliah dengan gampangnya.. tolong lah kuliah baik2.. ga banyak loh orang yg beruntung kayak lo bisa daftar kuliah dan kuliah dengan gampangnya. :)
Gue tau kuliah tuh super malesin, super capek, tapi lo harus berjuang buat masa depan lo.
Idup kalo gak mau susah mau jadi apa? :)


XOXO,


D

Saturday, October 8, 2011

Pondok Si Boncel's FundRaiser Result :D

First of all, gue mw berterima kasih banyak sama orang2 yang udah ikut perpartisipasi :D
Besar-kecil nominal gak masalah, yang penting adalah ketulusan hati lu.

Jangan kayak salah satu bioskop di Jakarta, bilangnya sumbangan *M*, tapi diharuskan, kalo gak, ga bisa beli tiket untuk nonton. Itu sih namanya pemaksaan, bahasa kasarnya MALAK. Yang namanya sumbangan itu, seikhlas yg ngasih dong, bener ga? ;)

Ehm, balik lagi ke sumbangan Boncel, gw mw sampein hasilnya nih, demi menjaga privasi para malaikat2 ini, *halah* gw cuma nulis inisial, dan atas request bbrp malaikat tersebut, mereka ga mw ditulis namanya alias no name.


R.M            Rp 1.000.000,-
No name     Rp    750.000,-
No name     Rp    500.000,- 
N.I.L           Rp    150.000,- 
N.B             Rp      50.000,-
                 _______________+

Total :         Rp 2.450.000,-


Terima Kasih banget yah yang udh nyumbang, baik berupa uang dan barang. Semoga sumbangan ini bisa bener2 berguna untuk adik2 kita di Pondok Si Boncel. Besok ( tanggal 8 Oktober ) gw bakalan dateng ke sana untuk kasih sumbangan yg udh kekumpul, i will update you and maybe post some pics from there :D.

"The world has never been a decent place to live our precious life, but there's nothing wrong with trying to make it a better place." - dewi, 20 tahun, lagi sok tua. 










XOXO,

D

Thursday, September 15, 2011

Chapter VIII: Everything has a limit.

Semua hal ada batas nya, bahkan hal2 kecil kayak yang namanya bercanda.
Bercanda itu seharusnya ga nyakitin orang yang dibencandain kan?
Pernah ga lo mikir dalam otak lo "Becandaan gue keterlaluan ga ya?"
Kalo bercandaan lo udh nyakitin orang lain, itu udh bukan bercanda lagi namanya. tapi nge-BULLY. Lo tertawa diatas kesedihan orang lain, and what is funny about that?

Mungkin lo ga akan pernah tau, kalo lo pernah nyakitin orang dengan cara bercandain dia.
Gue tau, kita bercanda ga ada maksud sama sekali bwt nyakitin orang yang kita becandain, tp terkadang, yes, joke does hurt sometime, especially when it went too private.

Bercanda yang bawa2 fisik, tentang sad or bad memories,apalagi sama cewek, itu udah warning alias lampu kuning. Cewek jauh lebih sensitif daripada cowok. Inget, secuek2nya cewek, mereka tetep cewek! hehehe apalagi yang lagi PMS, mending lo minggir daripada lo dibacok pake golok. muahaha

Batasan2  bercanda balik lagi ke diri masing2 karena itu tuh abstrak, ya lo nimbang2 ajalah sendiri bercandaan lo pantes apa engga. Paling kalo lo ga nyadar ya.. banyak lah yang gak demen. sama lo. muahahaha.

Cheers everybody!

XOXO

D

Monday, September 5, 2011

Pondok Si Boncel's FundRaiser :)

Dearest my precious family and friends,

Dalam rangka merayakan ultah gue yang ke duapuluh tanggal 3 oktober nanti, gw mw ngadain fundraiser alias penggalangan dana untuk adik-adik kita di Panti Asuhan si Boncel di Lenteng Agung, Jakarta Pusat.

Ide briliant ini muncul ketika gue berasa bosen tiap ultah ya cuma ngadain acara makan2 doang sama keluarga dan teman2 terdekat. Jadinya atas restu orangtua gw memutuskan untuk mengadakan penggalangan dana sumbangan ini :D

Sumbangan yg bakalan gue kumpulin:

- Uang (yg mau bisa minta no.rek gue). nanti data2 nominal dan dr siapa aja bakalan gw post di blog gue biar sama2 enak.

- Barang bekas layak pakai untuk anak2 dibawah 7 tahun : pakaian, mainan, alat2 tulis, buku tulis, buku cerita anak2, dll. Bisa dateng ke rumah gue langsung, bagi kalian yg berniat menyumbang berupa barang.

Pengumpulan sumbangan diterima terakhir hr jumat tgl 7 oktober, karena rencananya sabtu tanggal 8 oktober gue mau ke Pondok Si Boncel untuk menyalurkan sumbangan yang udh kekumpul :)
memang masih sebulan lagi, tp demi pengumpulan dana yg maksimal gw buka pengumpulan dananya dr sekarang :)

untuk info lbh lanjut bisa hubungin gue di 088-211-493-679 atau add bbm gue 328AA036.

Im so excited! Mari kita berbagi kasih kepada adik2 kita yang kurang beruntung.
God bless! ;"D





Love,

D

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

Well, new chapter?

Heyho blogger...  I feel terrible cause I was kind of dumped you when i met Tumblr for the first time. hahaha.. Forgive me, will you? :3

anyway i changed my Tumblr's link, now its Daily Dose Of Happinesss
I know its happiness with 3 "s"es, it is just because someone has used the link address for dailydoseofhappiness.tumblr.com so i just add one more S. hahahaha.

Its been a while, many things happened. some are good, some are bad.

I haven't really had a conversation with my Dad since the big fight hahaha.
Its been 4 months.. Im still upset, hes trying to ignore me. But how could you ignore your own daughter?
I feel mad, upset, and disappointed with him, but after all he's my Father. He may not the perfect father that all daughters and sons in the world have been dreaming of, but he is my father. The man who provides all my needs, protects me, takes a good care of me and he is be the one who always there for me when the whole world neglected me.
I love him, i just wish he knows how i love him, how all i want to do is to make him proud and always smile. :)

I learned a lot of new things; How I should never value myself less than what I deserve; How nothing bad comes within kindness and how I should never let my fear limit myself from doing things that I'm capable of.

I know life is freakin hard and life is a bitch,when you always giving up 110% and it was never enough, but i wont stop trying. :)

Oh God i love my life. do you love yours?


XOXO

D

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Happy Birthday, AR!

i love you, AR

Happy Birthday my dear :)
I wish all your dreams and hopes come true
I wish you all the goodness in life: health, prosperity, success both in your study and love life *wink*, and happiness.
You are my everything.
Be proud  of yourself baby boo, you are one of a kind.

xoxo,

D

Monday, May 23, 2011

Chapter VII: no regrets, just love

Photo source: click here



















There is a risk for every decision you make. The bigger step you take, the bigger risk you get. The question is, are you brave enough to take a big step?
I love taking risks, taking chances. If you never try then you will never know.
If you took a wrong or bad decision, it's okay. At least you have tried, it is better knowing that you have failed rather than sitting and wondering "what if?".


Let's ripped of the straight lines, shall we?
and let's start making curves, folks! C:


♥♥♥




D

Friday, May 20, 2011

Langara College and Rethink present: Tips for better idea.






Found this video on vimeo, when I was researching for a video reference. Couldn't agree more to this tips, blessed are the men who made this video.

♥♥♥



D

Thursday, May 19, 2011

Chapter VI: Little did I know

Way back then when I was only a junior high school student, I had a dream of becoming an art director for my school festival; to decor and design the stage, choose the theme, colors: everything. I ended up being nobody. Little did I know, 6 years later, my dream came true. 


I am one lucky bastard. I am 20 years old and I am an Art Director.
I hope my Managing Director wont regret his decision. mwahahaha.
I still don't know whether I'm able to be a good AD or not.
But I will try my best and won't give up easily.
This is what I have been dreaming of, what I have been waiting for. 
Oh God is beyond good.


Typography Inspiration by Alexei Tolstoy


♥♥♥



D

Friday, April 8, 2011

Chapter III : Hired


























Baru aja beberapa hari nge-blog tentang hopes. The hope, I have been hopping is finally arrived today.
I got a job at an advertising agency, the salary is good, the people are nice. Just wonderful.

I wasn't hoping for a job, I was hoping for the best. This time, God answered my prayer wayyy too quick. hahaha XD

I feel extremely blessed..  Im speechless. 
Thank you God for Your never ending love and blessing. I am beyond happy. I got YOU and you.

♥♥♥

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

Chapter II : you and me

Apparently, there is someone who is in a deep shit called love.. and that is me. hahaha *blushing*
I never thought that it will be turned out this way. It is funny how we went to the same high school but we never talked, not even a single "hi"

Okelah kalo begitu. segini aja yah. saya malu.
Je t'aime, AR.


♥♥♥

D

Tuesday, April 5, 2011

Chapter I : Hope(s)



Hoping for the best while preparing for the worst.


Does it sound pessimistic? I found this is one of many ways to protect myself from any kind of disappointments. When things are not happening as I thought it would be, I feel like the whole universe stand up against me. And I feel so fucked up that I want to be vanished.

I used to think that the adults around me are the one who’s behind all of the chaos happening in this very moment. They spoke like they knew all the clues, they told me what I have to do; just like they could guarantee I can be happy.

All this time, I have realized they just wanted the best for me. All parents always want the best for their children, too bad shit happens and it happens too often in my life. Sometimes all I want to do is quit and being a coward, but I am not one.

So I keep moving, I feel lost. If only I could turn back the time, I would never leave my high school. I have learned how you should never neglect your instincts; how you should never let someone else decided your future. It is your life; you are the only one who has the privilege of making a decision, YOUR OWN DECISION. You might ask some advices from the elders, but never let them decide for you.

These last 6 months have been so fucking hard for me to get through. I cried, I prayed, I was hoping things are going to be better, but it just seems to be getting worse.

I put everything in God’s hand, I will do my best even though it was never been good enough, and I hope the best is yet to come (hopefully).

♥♥♥


D

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Prolog.

New blog :)

Last blog was almost perfect. This (new) blog is going to be better in so many ways; better grammar, better previewing, more artworks of mine, and it's going to be more private. So I would not type down any real names. whoopp! Im so excited!

Aaaa, one more thing, I hope this time, I could get more followers :)



♥♥♥


D