Chapter V: Love Quotes

Chapter IV: history

Chapter III : Hired

Baru aja beberapa hari nge-blog tentang hopes. The hope, I have been hopping is finally arrived today.

I got a job at an advertising agency, the salary is good, the people are nice. Just wonderful.

I wasn't hoping for a job, I was hoping for the best. This time, God answered my prayer wayyy too quick. hahaha XD

I feel extremely blessed..  Im speechless. 

Thank you God for Your never ending love and blessing. I am beyond happy. I got YOU and you.

♥♥♥

D 

Chapter II : you and me

Apparently, there is someone who is in a deep shit called love.. and that is me. hahaha *blushing*

I never thought that it will be turned out this way. It is funny how we went to the same high school but we never talked, not even a single "hi"

Okelah kalo begitu. segini aja yah. saya malu.

Je t'aime, AR.

♥♥♥

D

Chapter I : Hope(s)

Hoping for the best while preparing for the worst.

Does it sound pessimistic? I found this is one of many ways to protect myself from any kind of disappointments. When things are not happening as I thought it would be, I feel like the whole universe stand up against me. And I feel so fucked up that I want to be vanished.

I used to think that the adults around me are the one who’s behind all of the chaos happening in this very moment. They spoke like they knew all the clues, they told me what I have to do; just like they could guarantee I can be happy.

All this time, I have realized they just wanted the best for me. All parents always want the best for their children, too bad shit happens and it happens too often in my life. Sometimes all I want to do is quit and being a coward, but I am not one.

So I keep moving, I feel lost. If only I could turn back the time, I would never leave my high school. I have learned how you should never neglect your instincts; how you should never let someone else decided your future. It is your life; you are the only one who has the privilege of making a decision, YOUR OWN DECISION. You might ask some advices from the elders, but never let them decide for you.

These last 6 months have been so fucking hard for me to get through. I cried, I prayed, I was hoping things are going to be better, but it just seems to be getting worse.

I put everything in God’s hand, I will do my best even though it was never been good enough, and I hope the best is yet to come (hopefully).

♥♥♥

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